Imminent Change

Know that phrase "The only thing in life that is constant is change?".

Well, let's just say lots went through change today. I went from having a flight to NYC at 5:15am on Saturday morning to having my whole weekend open up, and now spending most of the time at the beach more than likely. It sucks, because long story short, I really wanted to go to NYC with my best friend Mel, but I was under the impression when we first made plans that we were going to spend all 4 days roaming the city and having time to see everything. I've only been to New York once, and I went for 2 days in which every activity was stuffed into a small frame of time, and I basically ran around like a chicken with its head cut off. It's not a fun vacation when you're stressed about the time because you need to be running to the next place.

So, I told her that I wasn't going to go if we were going to spend the majority of the time at her aunts house (which I completely understand we should spend some time with her fam... after all, we were going to stay her aunts house), but then it just turned into a family trip basically, at least to me. We were barely going to have time to go to the city, and I just wasn't up for a dissapointing spring break when I have my radiation the thursday I come back, and basically the rest of my spring break is screwed up there. So I cancelled, and she called for me and I only got 94 bucks back, of which I'm going to fight it intensly tomorrow and say that my radiation was thrust upon me and I couldn't pick my date (not exactly a lie, my neurosurgeon didn't give me a choice in the matter actually, lol!).

She's upset, of course. I'm upset too, because I wanted to spend spring break with her. But I'm not going to go to be unhappy, and to have a bitch face on while at her aunt's because that's just disrespectful. I'm trying to save both of ourselves a hard time and some fights, so I went ahead and cancelled. Now I'm most likely looking at the typical Miami spring break... LOTS AND LOTS OF BEACH!!! HURRAY!! Absolutely fine with me... I live in Miami, but for some reason, the beach just isn't in my itinerary often. Guess you never know what you have until its gone!!

Any who, I should probably get to bed.

OH YES. One last thing.

My lovely boyfriend agreed to make more time for me, AND we have officially made our Boston dreams a reality!! :) After I don't know how many months of me asking when we could go, LOL, we finally finalized our plans. I'm going to book everything tomorrow (hopefully get a credit on the same airline that my NYC trip got cancelled on, instead of a full refund). We are going in April, so I'm very excited... it'll be a little break before my final exams and then summer is here!!! :)

Well, I'm off to bed. I have a major chemistry exam in the morning, after an hour lecture of anatomy and 2 hours of snuggling with my honey before he leaves and I don't see him for over a week. :/

Hope you guys are experiencing as much positive energy as I am!

Namaste.

:)