Well, I called my neurosurgeon after a bout of horrible stomach pains at work this morning (thank you, dinner last night) and got the news that I would have to cut my tablets in half and thus double the amount of time left on the steroids, or take 2 antacids with each pill and hope that my symptoms will go away.
Needless to say, I don't want to double my time, so hello big girl pill... time to suck up the symptoms and keep going with life.
Ah, but isn't that how most things are? Have you noticed that whenever things get tough, just about EVERYTHING in your life gets tough? And you feel as if you can't go on anymore, you've reached a dead end, and just as you're falling on your knees, you find some kind of last source of strength and pull on through the day, onto the next, onto the next, and before you know it, you're already running into a free open space without a care in the world.
Nothing in life is permanent.
Everything fades away... time heals all.
I finally got to see my boyfriend, and although it may not be the kind of time I wanted to spend with him (silence while studying), I still got to see him and am thankful. Both of us are going through stressful times, including at work, school and home, and so when he told me he wanted to de-stress, I've jumped at the idea. I'm waiting for his sister to get home so that we can study for our Forensics exam.... speaking of which, she just walked in through the door. So let me let you go... hopefully everything turns out for the better and we'll see happier days soon.
I have faith in God.
He pulled me through one hell of a week last week, by myself, in the midst of a lot of things... I believe this will be a piece of cake for him.
As always, Namaste.
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