Don't know anymore?

This day has been so long... and it's just a Saturday. Supposedly a care-free Saturday that I do nothing but lay around, maybe do a load of laundry...

Well, I'm having issues once again with my grandmother and her lies. She told my mom she hadn't gone to the bathroom in 3 days, so my mom confronted her about it and my grandma said it'd because she stopped taking her pills. My mom got upset and told me to talk to her, and when I did, she said that she did stop taking the pills, but she'd gone to the bathroom yesterday and today. My whole problem with this is that I don't know if she's lying or not. She could be telling me that just so I don't worry, or my mom doesn't worry, and in reality she HASN'T gone to the bathroom, meaning she might have cancer again, or she's telling the truth and there isn't any to worry about.

The only thing I can do is monitor her for the next day and hope that I see her go to the bathroom, 'cause if not, I'm going to take her to emergency tomorrow to get a scan and make sure she's not clogged up because of colon cancer again.

I really don't want this to be true, so I'm going to pray and hope to God that she is doing well and nothing is wrong.

:(

And what's funny is, speaking of God, that within the last 2 days, I've made a movement at my school to sponsor a non-profit organization's mission to Haiti for Christmas. I'm talking about getting fraternities and pre-med associations on board with donations, toy drives, raffle incentives and other things to try and raise money for Haiti so that the kids can enjoy a better Christmas, and so that the organization can expand the school that's already built there in order to help the kids out to go to school and get an education. It's really sad that after so many years of the earthquake, Haiti is still suffering and will probably continue to suffer for many more years to come. Devastation is not an easy thing to come out of, but it can get better with help, so I'm hoping for a huge turn out in this charity event.

I managed to get my physics and chemistry homework done, as well as my biology notes finished. I just need to finish reading the last 3 chapters and starting on notecards and probably finishing them tonight.

Tomorrow, I need to take Max out for a walk in the morning because I promised him, head to Macy's to look for an outfit for my mom, then my sister is coming over at 1, in which I'll do some laundry and chitchat with her about the wedding, and around 3 probably start my pre-calc homework and finish studying for my bio exam, and then at 6pm, I have to head to school to do an extra credit video for Chemistry to raise my grade...

I just have way too many things to do honestly.

And I'm really hoping that my grandmother is okay

:(

I trust in you God, that you know what is best.

<3