No Addition...

Well, I didn't get to adopt Nala. There was a hold before me and they went ahead and adopted her.

I can't say that I'm too upset because she went to a home, but I don't know if it's a good home and I really wanted her. But I suppose that God has his reasons and perhaps I wasn't ready to have a puppy, or it wasn't the right time... Maybe I should wait until I move in with my boyfriend / get married... who knows. We'll see, I suppose.

Nothing else has been new lately... I've been working a lot. 30+ hours this week, which is more than I've ever done in my life, LOL. It hasn't been bad since I don't have school, and I've been keeping up with my running goals so my energy level has gone up despite working a lot. I'll often work an 8 hour shift from early in the morning, come home and go running for an hour, so at least I'm improving in my stamina. :)

I miss my boyfriend... we got into a little fight in the middle of the week and he's still upset about it all, which upsets me because I apologized right away for being in the wrong and he's still all iffy with me. I miss his romanticness, his being there 24/7 and us hanging out, playing with eachother and having little fights... I know it's also because he's working a lot. He supposedly opened this morning and is closing as well... I don't know how that happens, but I know he's got to be extremely tired.

I went to his dads birthday dinner last night and had a great time with his family... albeit I got a little drunk with white wine, lol. But it was a very good time together, and he smiled and we laughed about some things despite a rocky start to the night (he wasn't very responsive towards me when I got there) and I ended up passing out in bed with him at night, waking up at 3am and driving home... it sucks because I really wanted to just stay there, but I couldn't.

Ah... sometimes I'm so confused.

But whatever.. nursing school starts soon and hopefully afterwards we'll be moving in the direction of being together... maybe during nursing school, towards the end, we can move in together... who knows.

Anyway, I'm going to get back to my movie. I'll update whenever I can.

<3